Dear heart & brain,

It’s not about you and it’s never been about you. There are bigger things in the world and you can’t be with everyone you love all in one day. You can’t do it all. You will not have everything you think you need when you want them; you will receive them when you need them most and in God’s time. Be prudent with your resources because they are rare and scarce and you need to survive to do bigger things in life. God has great plans for you. You can’t do it all but you will do a lot. Don’t ask what His plans are, just believe that they’re there. Now, let God break you down. Quit complaining about how frustrating your life is and how no one understands you because it’s your fault for building such a high and hard wall around yourself that even you can’t break it down. Trust that God can do it. Because there are much bigger problems than your depression. Let Him work from the inside-out. Let him work through me. And one day, you’ll find that you have been rebuilt to shelter His name. You have a purpose.

Love,
Soul.